xbloodyxstitches: hello
Zaber Unlimited: hey :-)
xbloodyxstitches: how are you?
Zaber Unlimited
: i'm fine, and you?
xbloodyxstitches: gooood
Zaber Unlimited
: that's good :-)
Zaber Unlimited: what are you up to?
Zaber Unlimited: ahhhh
xbloodyxstitches: being happy
xbloodyxstitches: you?
Zaber Unlimited: lol
Zaber Unlimited: jollying
Zaber Unlimited: whyyy, why do you torture me so? xD
Zaber Unlimited: silly :-P
Zaber Unlimited: everyone does... everyone has been lately
Zaber Unlimited: i'm just a boring person x)
xbloodyxstitches: what do you mean?
Zaber Unlimited: it's always the same old stuff with me i guess, hmm? ranting and making no sense, or being depressed and complaining, isn't it?
Zaber Unlimited: that must be why. people must be sick of the same old routine... that i don't even try to carry out but... whatever
Zaber Unlimited: what i mean is, everyone says something to me, like asking how i am, or the other way around, and then once they know how i am and i know how they are, it dies
Zaber Unlimited: and i try to say more, but they don't do much about it
xbloodyxstitches: you really need help...
xbloodyxstitches: i mean...
Zaber Unlimited: --;
xbloodyxstitches: not like you are crazy
Zaber Unlimited: YAY
Zaber Unlimited: i'm a PSYCHOOO
xbloodyxstitches: i mean, i think you might want to just get some help
Zaber Unlimited: i'm freaking PARANOID
xbloodyxstitches: im crying because i feel so saddened by how your days look
Zaber Unlimited: i think everyone's out to GET MEEE
Zaber Unlimited: ><
Zaber Unlimited: i don't abuse myself... i don't cut, i've never done drugs or alcohol
Zaber Unlimited: i don't... burn myself or anything
Zaber Unlimited: i'm so retarded... what the hell made me like this
Zaber Unlimited: what messed me up so much
Zaber Unlimited: i'm sorry... i don't... i just want to vent... sorry
Zaber Unlimited: i didn't mean to make you feel bad
xbloodyxstitches: i love you so much and i want you to be happy beautiful
xbloodyxstitches: and i feel like shit ebcause im never there
Zaber Unlimited: although that happens to me all the time when i listen to other people...
Zaber Unlimited: hah... it doesn't matter... i couldn't really say much to you, even if you were
Zaber Unlimited: because that's just how messed up i am
Zaber Unlimited: or am i messed up? maybe everything's just in the wrong place...
Zaber Unlimited: see, i get stuck in this loop of what's bad... it's just too easy, and i forget in an instant that people want me to just be happy, i get too caught up in feeling bad for and trying to fix myself
xbloodyxstitches: i jsut want to fix this situation
xbloodyxstitches: :-\
Zaber Unlimited: HEHEH
Zaber Unlimited: sorry
Zaber Unlimited: thanks
Zaber Unlimited: <3
Zaber Unlimited: but
Zaber Unlimited: even i have no idea how to go about that, because every time i try to i get stuck back in it
Zaber Unlimited: how grim this world is... seems like the people that are down to earth and know what they're talking about, and have a logic that makes sense all have some kind of problem. then the people who have crazy... what... am i talking about
Zaber Unlimited: i'll stop now -.-
Zaber Unlimited: IT WASN'T LIKE THIS BEFORE I HAD TO DEAL WITH TAYLOR
Zaber Unlimited: god ><
xbloodyxstitches: ...what happened!???
xbloodyxstitches: O_O
Zaber Unlimited: god but i don't want to be grarrra.fdf...
xbloodyxstitches: no tell me...
xbloodyxstitches: tell me how you feel!
xbloodyxstitches: has she been giving u a hard time?
Zaber Unlimited: she just seems to be completely stubborn and won't share how she really feels about things with anyone
Zaber Unlimited: and she constantly FOCUSES on cutting and bringing herself down, everything bad...
Zaber Unlimited: no more ...s i'm so SICK of them
Zaber Unlimited: it makes me feel like i have to go on
Zaber Unlimited: i should've never tried to deal with her. her problems are far beyond anyone's help until she decides that she wants to truly try and get better
Zaber Unlimited: and opens up
xbloodyxstitches: i have to agree on that....do you think some of it is for attention though?
xbloodyxstitches: well
xbloodyxstitches: well no duh
xbloodyxstitches: its like a cry for help
Zaber Unlimited: yeah, and then she cuts you off right when you try to help her
Zaber Unlimited: i mean she'll seem to kind of... get better... but then she just drags herself back down again eventually
Zaber Unlimited: NO ...S
Zaber Unlimited: >.>
xbloodyxstitches: she has no confidence then
xbloodyxstitches: eh
xbloodyxstitches: i want to talk to her
Zaber Unlimited: you ought to, i guess
Zaber Unlimited: i don't think i could influence her anymore
Zaber Unlimited: do you think i try too hard to be independent?
Zaber Unlimited: sorry
Zaber Unlimited: (for interrupting)
xbloodyxstitches: hm...i don't know...
xbloodyxstitches: what do you mean
?

xbloodyxstitches: like with friends
xbloodyxstitches: or in general?
Zaber Unlimited: in general
xbloodyxstitches: it is hard to tell but i could say yes.
Zaber Unlimited: okay, thanks
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xbloodyxstitches: hello
Zaber Unlimited: hi ^^
xbloodyxstitches: hello darling.
xbloodyxstitches: -hugs-
Zaber Unlimited: :-) how are you?
xbloodyxstitches: im effing amazing
xbloodyxstitches: you?
Zaber Unlimited: heheh, i'm fine
Zaber Unlimited: what's got you feeling so effing amazing? :-P
xbloodyxstitches: being single
xbloodyxstitches: weeeeeeee
Zaber Unlimited: oh o_o;
Zaber Unlimited: heheh ^^
xbloodyxstitches: i took your quote in your comment into consideration and it got me thinking and i realized i just wasnt really happy with matt
xbloodyxstitches: it wasn't anything more than being friends and kissing a bit...
xbloodyxstitches: i realized i needed something real or nothing
xbloodyxstitches: so thankyou
Zaber Unlimited: oo;
Zaber Unlimited: aw... i'm glad i could help ^^
Zaber Unlimited: i feel like crying >>
xbloodyxstitches: why?..
xbloodyxstitches: :-\
Zaber Unlimited: hehe... i didn't think you'd actually... i mean...
xbloodyxstitches: you didnt think i would actually what? hehe
Zaber Unlimited: make any use of my comment... i thought you'd just kinda think about it maybe or be mad at me x_x
xbloodyxstitches: no. it really got me thinking about the things i actually wanted and needed in life and afterwards i layed in my bed and thought for maybe 2 hours. but this time i actually really thought not wallowed in memories and depression
xbloodyxstitches: you really love me
xbloodyxstitches: and i appreciate that
xbloodyxstitches: and your friendship means the world to me
Zaber Unlimited: awwwww thank you ^^
Zaber Unlimited: you got me tearing up, i'm serious :-) ahhh
Zaber Unlimited: -hughugs-
xbloodyxstitches: man what are you doing this weekend?
xbloodyxstitches: -hugs tightly-
Zaber Unlimited: welp, nothing planned other than church on sunday
xbloodyxstitches: hm, well when you hang out with peeps and such what do you like to doooo?
xbloodyxstitches: =D
Zaber Unlimited: oo; well... i like to... stare into space with them? xD
Zaber Unlimited: just kidding... play piano, listen to music, talk... make wierd noises and laugh
xbloodyxstitches: hm, do you like...el movies much?
Zaber Unlimited: yus ^^ that's what i usually do when i get to hang out with dani and catherine
xbloodyxstitches: would you perhaps like to join me on monday for a movie?
Zaber Unlimited: sure!
xbloodyxstitches: oh yay. you think they will be open on labor day?
Zaber Unlimited: ohhh, i dunno... i would think so
Zaber Unlimited: but maybe not?
xbloodyxstitches: -spaz- im going to look for showtimes
Zaber Unlimited: xDD okay ^^
xbloodyxstitches: oh my god the amc theatres site is being evil...it hates me.
xbloodyxstitches: nevermind
xbloodyxstitches: ^_^
Zaber Unlimited: ohhh, okay e.e
xbloodyxstitches: YAYAYAYAY
xbloodyxstitches: they are open
xbloodyxstitches: http://www.movietickets.com/house_detail.asp?exid=amc& SearchRadius=40&SearchZip=64101&house_id=4174&Sho wDate=4&house_pos=1
Zaber Unlimited: yus!!
xbloodyxstitches: looooooketh
xbloodyxstitches: see if there is anything you havent seen that you want to
xbloodyxstitches: and we can sort it out
xbloodyxstitches: =D
Zaber Unlimited: awesome ^^
xbloodyxstitches: ive seen so many movies...wow that is sad.
Zaber Unlimited: e.e
Zaber Unlimited: that's fine
xbloodyxstitches: lol..YOU HAVE TO PICK ONE.
xbloodyxstitches: hehe
Zaber Unlimited: okay e.e
xbloodyxstitches: n_n
xbloodyxstitches: EEEEEE.
xbloodyxstitches: :-D
Zaber Unlimited: xD :-)
Zaber Unlimited: have you seeen walk the line?
xbloodyxstitches: nope.
Zaber Unlimited: want to? xD
xbloodyxstitches: mmhm.
xbloodyxstitches: sounds gooood.
Zaber Unlimited: 1:25? 4:45? 7:35?
xbloodyxstitches: hmm...1:25 sound gooood?
Zaber Unlimited: sure ^^
Zaber Unlimited: actuallyyy it's 1:10
xbloodyxstitches: relleh?
Zaber Unlimited: oh waittt...
Zaber Unlimited: hang on e.e
xbloodyxstitches: LOL
Zaber Unlimited: i had the date set for today xD
xbloodyxstitches: you silly sally
Zaber Unlimited: walk the line nop play-ee on monday, so i gotta find another xB
xbloodyxstitches: ACK. mmkay well find anything you want
Zaber Unlimited: okay...
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xbloodyxstitches: hello
Zaber Unlimited: hi :-)
xbloodyxstitches: how are you darling?
xbloodyxstitches: =D
Zaber Unlimited: i'm alright, you?
Zaber Unlimited: hey.. did you and emelie get in a fight or something? :-\
xbloodyxstitches: ugh....sorreh. got distracted
xbloodyxstitches: eh...im good
xbloodyxstitches: and me and emelie?
xbloodyxstitches: why?
Zaber Unlimited: it's okay
xbloodyxstitches: did that bitch say something about me?
Zaber Unlimited: i'm just wondering... she seems kinda depressed
Zaber Unlimited: o_o;; nuh uh...
Zaber Unlimited: i'm guessing the name you called her means you did? ><;
xbloodyxstitches: yes. and you of course can know if you want
xbloodyxstitches: i wont keep anything from ya
xbloodyxstitches: and sorreh
xbloodyxstitches: she is still your friend and such
Zaber Unlimited: it's okay
Zaber Unlimited: i'd like to know...
xbloodyxstitches: me and her have been so close to dating eachother so many times but something always gets in the way. finally she ends up telling me she is in love with me and i feel horrible because im caught up in not only a relationship but trying to get my head together because of chris and i kinda just back off her. finally i realize i could really be happy with her the night after i say i can never love anyone but chris and i guess it really hurt her. she tried to see me that morning and hang out but it was cold and she gave me a hug. we were going to go outside so we could be alone together but eh...so i walked off and yea...later that day was when i realized it so i waited for her after lunch and she looked pissed off
xbloodyxstitches: i told her i wasnt going for chris
xbloodyxstitches: and was going to break it off with matt
xbloodyxstitches: and she said "good for you"
xbloodyxstitches: and walked off
xbloodyxstitches: and i chased after her
xbloodyxstitches: and finally just went upstairs and hung out with my friend nathan theere
xbloodyxstitches: *there
xbloodyxstitches: and on the bridge you can overlook the cafeteria
xbloodyxstitches: so i like, was sad and looked at her and stuff.
xbloodyxstitches: the rest of the time i just looked around and talked to nathan more
xbloodyxstitches: and i wrote her a note and threw it to her, she ignored it
xbloodyxstitches: and i stuck around for about 20 minutes sitting there and thinking what to do
xbloodyxstitches: so finally i go down there and talk to her
xbloodyxstitches: and i feel horrible
xbloodyxstitches: and my eyes are tearing up
xbloodyxstitches: and i ask her "do you still love me?" and she said "yes but it will take time, dont do this"
xbloodyxstitches: so finally i walked off
xbloodyxstitches: later that night she texts me and says
xbloodyxstitches: I hate you. i just didnt want you to cause a scene. dont talk to me ever again or try to contact me \ANY WYA AGAIN
Zaber Unlimited: :-\
xbloodyxstitches: SORRY
xbloodyxstitches: bit of a typo
Zaber Unlimited: it's fine, heh
xbloodyxstitches: but yea
xbloodyxstitches: that is how i ended
Zaber Unlimited: oh :-\..
Zaber Unlimited: i'm sorry ><
xbloodyxstitches: im not
xbloodyxstitches: she is a bitch for all that
xbloodyxstitches: truely
Zaber Unlimited: x_x
xbloodyxstitches: yea
xbloodyxstitches: -dies-
xbloodyxstitches: haha
Zaber Unlimited: aww
Zaber Unlimited: thanks, i know you probably didn't want to have to remember all of that
Zaber Unlimited: i guess that makes sense, then..
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xbloodyxstitches: mmkay sorreh about that
xbloodyxstitches: anyway
xbloodyxstitches: where were we?
Zaber Unlimited: i think you finished x)
Zaber Unlimited: it's fine
xbloodyxstitches: oh okay, hehe so whatcha think about this whole situation and just wondering...how come you asked me if me and her got in a fight when she seemed depressed
Zaber Unlimited: i just wondered, cuz she had and you had told me before that there was something going on between you two...
xbloodyxstitches: oh...how come she seems depressed? the way she talks and shhhtuff
Zaber Unlimited: yeah
xbloodyxstitches: hm, oh well.
xbloodyxstitches: hehe
xbloodyxstitches: you have made me so happy brandon
Zaber Unlimited: reallyy? oo;
xbloodyxstitches: i never ever thought anyone would ever tell me something that would cause a breakthrough in me
xbloodyxstitches: yes...
xbloodyxstitches: i really really really mean it
Zaber Unlimited: oh ^^; hehe... :-)
xbloodyxstitches: im all pumped up about monday
Zaber Unlimited: coolness :D
xbloodyxstitches: now i can give you your christmas and b-day present
xbloodyxstitches: haha i still have em in my drawer
Zaber Unlimited: whaa you got me christmas and birthday presents??
Zaber Unlimited: aww
xbloodyxstitches: pffft...chya...of course. why wouldn't i?
Zaber Unlimited: you didn't have to do that, but thank you! ^^
xbloodyxstitches: i like always make a list in like early november of all my friends and what they would like and stuff and yea
xbloodyxstitches: wow i said like so many times
xbloodyxstitches: -hurls-
Zaber Unlimited: hahah x)
Zaber Unlimited: (how evil >>;-) e.e
Zaber Unlimited: garr
xbloodyxstitches: LOL. I KNOW RIGHT!?
Zaber Unlimited: stupid wink face
Zaber Unlimited: yus xD
xbloodyxstitches: LOL........
xbloodyxstitches: i have a song
xbloodyxstitches: that is so hardcore
xbloodyxstitches: it will BLOW you away
xbloodyxstitches: not even joking
Zaber Unlimited: a sooong?
Zaber Unlimited: by whoo
xbloodyxstitches: hm well ill let you guess. wanna take a listen?
Zaber Unlimited: sure
xbloodyxstitches: beastliest song in the fucking world
xbloodyxstitches: -starts dancing to the song-
Zaber Unlimited: what the NO xD
xbloodyxstitches: and yes i have a suite like in the song
Zaber Unlimited: hahah
xbloodyxstitches: -flips cape around and makes wooshing noises and she puts her arms in the air-
xbloodyxstitches: OH SNAP
xbloodyxstitches: -hip thrusts to batman song-
xbloodyxstitches: LOLOLOL!!!
Zaber Unlimited: we played this in a kids program the other day in my church XDDDDD
Zaber Unlimited: i'm sound staff, so i get to do staff-like stuff
Zaber Unlimited: lmao
xbloodyxstitches: how did it sound?
xbloodyxstitches: lol
Zaber Unlimited: this IS it
xbloodyxstitches: what is?
xbloodyxstitches: OH
xbloodyxstitches: THE BATMAN SONG??
Zaber Unlimited: it's the same song that played xDDD
xbloodyxstitches: O_O
Zaber Unlimited: yus! XDDDDD
xbloodyxstitches: OMFG
xbloodyxstitches: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Zaber Unlimited: lmao
xbloodyxstitches: hahahahahah!!!
xbloodyxstitches: thats hallarious...
xbloodyxstitches: pfft...well i guess you know how hardcore i am
Zaber Unlimited: i guess so
Zaber Unlimited: wanna hear some real hardcore?
Zaber Unlimited: like amazingly
xbloodyxstitches: mmmmhm. hit meh
Zaber Unlimited: http://www.purevolume.com/thechariot
xbloodyxstitches: hm..which song do you recommend?
Zaber Unlimited: any of them, lol
Zaber Unlimited: the first one, sure
xbloodyxstitches: -orgasms to screams-
Zaber Unlimited: xDDD
xbloodyxstitches: beastly...
xbloodyxstitches: he has an amazing song
Zaber Unlimited: who?
xbloodyxstitches: god dammit
xbloodyxstitches: i meant he has an amazing voice
Zaber Unlimited: hahah
Zaber Unlimited: yeah x)
xbloodyxstitches: man their songs are cooler than my batman song by like a bajillion times
xbloodyxstitches: now i need to whip out my spider man song
xbloodyxstitches: dammit
xbloodyxstitches: lol
Zaber Unlimited: xDD nonsense!!
xbloodyxstitches: -changes dress-
xbloodyxstitches: LOL!!!!
Zaber Unlimited: lmao XDDD
xbloodyxstitches: -starts hip thrusting to spider man song-
xbloodyxstitches: see
xbloodyxstitches: these are the times when i wonder why you are my friend
xbloodyxstitches: im so weird
xbloodyxstitches: >_<
Zaber Unlimited: it's because
Zaber Unlimited: i've been so much wierder xD
Zaber Unlimited: wierd is just intrigueing to me, anyways :-P
Zaber Unlimited: unless it's the kind of wierd where the person can rationalize to themselves that killing someone with no good reason is okay
Zaber Unlimited: etc.
xbloodyxstitches: i think im just weird...like as in....dancing around to weird music
Zaber Unlimited: xD
xbloodyxstitches: did you ever see the video with me dancing around to a rap song in a devil suite?
Zaber Unlimited: no o_o
xbloodyxstitches: oh..
xbloodyxstitches: okie
xbloodyxstitches: nevermind
xbloodyxstitches: :-D
Zaber Unlimited: xDD
Zaber Unlimited: you wanna hear cool music?? you should hear some they might be giants
Zaber Unlimited
: their stuff is crazehwackeh xD
xbloodyxstitches: hehe sorreh
xbloodyxstitches: mmkay
xbloodyxstitches: sure!
xbloodyxstitches: music!!
Zaber Unlimited: xDD
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xbloodyxstitches: hey
Zaber Unlimited: hiya :-)
xbloodyxstitches: how are you sweetie?
Zaber Unlimited: awesome! how are you? ^^
xbloodyxstitches: oh im good. It is nice to hear you are awesome
Zaber Unlimited: heheh x) i'm listening to my chemical romance's version of all i want for christmas. it sounds really funny with his voice x)
xbloodyxstitches: oh ive listened to that...haha. it does sound kind of funny
Zaber Unlimited: yus x)
xbloodyxstitches: how was your day?
xbloodyxstitches: =D
Zaber Unlimited: bad, at school
xbloodyxstitches: why????
Zaber Unlimited: oauerf!
xbloodyxstitches: hm?
Zaber Unlimited: bad because... it's friday the 13th xD
xbloodyxstitches: and its a full moon out
xbloodyxstitches: ^_^
xbloodyxstitches: i havent seen it
xbloodyxstitches: but ive heard its there
Zaber Unlimited: really?
Zaber Unlimited: crazycool
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xbloodyxstitches: hello
Zaber Unlimited: hi
xbloodyxstitches: how are you darling?
Zaber Unlimited: i'm fine ^^ hanging out with emelie
xbloodyxstitches: Awesome! hehe.
xbloodyxstitches: you guys having fun im guessing?
xbloodyxstitches: =D
Zaber Unlimited: yeah xD she's playin' a game and i'm just kinda helpin her and picking music
xbloodyxstitches: shweeeeet
Zaber Unlimited: schyes
xbloodyxstitches: lol.
xbloodyxstitches: My day was beastly too
xbloodyxstitches: i havent had so much fun in such a long time
xbloodyxstitches: dude my feet smell like tortillas
xbloodyxstitches: HOLY CRAP
xbloodyxstitches: lol
xbloodyxstitches: >_>
Zaber Unlimited: o_o;;
Zaber Unlimited: wierrrd
xbloodyxstitches: LOL
Zaber Unlimited: really...? what'd you do?
xbloodyxstitches: oh i went to the mall...with WES!!
xbloodyxstitches: hehe
xbloodyxstitches: i dont think ive ever been crazy about someone as much since chris
Zaber Unlimited: whoever e.e;
xbloodyxstitches: mmmmhm
xbloodyxstitches: we walked around
xbloodyxstitches: and talked the majority of the time
xbloodyxstitches: we just sat down at some tables and talked
Zaber Unlimited: heheh, coolness ^^
xbloodyxstitches: ur moms coolness
Zaber Unlimited: >.>;
Zaber Unlimited: ARRRRRRRF
Zaber Unlimited: :-)
xbloodyxstitches: meeeeeeeeeeeeOW
xbloodyxstitches: lol
xbloodyxstitches: O_O
Zaber Unlimited: xD
Zaber Unlimited: there's a rhinoscerous in the game named after you xD
Zaber Unlimited: i didn't name her, either
xbloodyxstitches: LMFAO...
xbloodyxstitches: who named her?
Zaber Unlimited: noone lol, just the game did
Zaber Unlimited: :-P
xbloodyxstitches: oh snap
xbloodyxstitches: lol
Zaber Unlimited: she has white fur, too xD
xbloodyxstitches: how appropraite
xbloodyxstitches: LMFAO
xbloodyxstitches: like my SKIN!
xbloodyxstitches: WAUT..
Zaber Unlimited: haha, yeah
xbloodyxstitches: a rhino has fur?
Zaber Unlimited: in this game, yeah
Zaber Unlimited: xD
xbloodyxstitches: LOL XD
Zaber Unlimited: so...
Zaber Unlimited: ;P
xbloodyxstitches: wadddddup dawg
Zaber Unlimited: chiilin' withthe homedogs
xbloodyxstitches: thats pretty..PIMP
Zaber Unlimited: XP
xbloodyxstitches: guess wat im doing fool
Zaber Unlimited: shwat
xbloodyxstitches: im listening to my batman song
xbloodyxstitches: haha
Zaber Unlimited: shwweetness
Zaber Unlimited: so..
xbloodyxstitches: hehe...sorry im boring
xbloodyxstitches: AHH
xbloodyxstitches: lol
xbloodyxstitches: tell me about some things that have been happening lately?
xbloodyxstitches: have you thought about anything differently?
Zaber Unlimited: shwat are you talking about
Zaber Unlimited: ?
xbloodyxstitches: well i mean like, you have been kind of down lately because everything seems so confusing
xbloodyxstitches: i was wondering if you have been a little bit better about things ?
Zaber Unlimited: no, not really but eh... actually yeah-ish. ness.
xbloodyxstitches: how so
Zaber Unlimited: umm... just... mleh
Zaber Unlimited: i dunnno
Zaber Unlimited: lol
Zaber Unlimited: what've you been up to?
xbloodyxstitches: being in a state of absolute happiness
Zaber Unlimited: that's great :-)
Zaber Unlimited: why so good?
xbloodyxstitches: because things are so much different.
xbloodyxstitches: and ive grown up a lot
xbloodyxstitches: and i completely fell for this amazing guy
xbloodyxstitches: and we are crazy for eachother
xbloodyxstitches: so no more of that 3 week dating shit
Zaber Unlimited: that's good
Zaber Unlimited: yes X)
xbloodyxstitches: it is amazing
Zaber Unlimited: 'tis good
Zaber Unlimited: X)
Zaber Unlimited: so how're things going with emelie?
xbloodyxstitches: oh god i dont know...
xbloodyxstitches: i wish i knew
xbloodyxstitches: i tried talking to her last night but she hates me
xbloodyxstitches: i want to make it up to her so bad
Zaber Unlimited: :-(
xbloodyxstitches: has she said anything about me at all?
Zaber Unlimited: not really
Zaber Unlimited: i think she is sad though. not mas.;(
xbloodyxstitches: does she seem sad?
Zaber Unlimited: dunno
xbloodyxstitches: god dammit i wish i could fucking make everything better
xbloodyxstitches: i would absorb all of her pain if i could
xbloodyxstitches: :-(
Zaber Unlimited: .. aww
Zaber Unlimited: i think you should try to talk to heeeeerrrr againzz
xbloodyxstitches: ....you think she would listen to me?
xbloodyxstitches: actually?
xbloodyxstitches: :-\
Zaber Unlimited: i do think so
xbloodyxstitches: oh god...what should i say?
xbloodyxstitches: :-\ i dont think there are words to help this
Zaber Unlimited: i think she is just afraid of getting hurt again.
xbloodyxstitches: oh god i would never do that. i want our friendship back more than anything
Zaber Unlimited: mm;(
xbloodyxstitches: is she still over there?
Zaber Unlimited: nuh-uh
xbloodyxstitches: she left?
Zaber Unlimited: uh-huh
xbloodyxstitches: how long ago?
xbloodyxstitches: think she will be online?
Zaber Unlimited: i think she said she would get on around 9 or a little after
xbloodyxstitches: oh okay sweet...
xbloodyxstitches: hehe
xbloodyxstitches: how are you darling?
xbloodyxstitches: =D
Zaber Unlimited: faaaaaaantasticatious
xbloodyxstitches: YAAAAY!
Zaber Unlimited: oh. when you talk to emelie, i don't hink you should tell her about that new guy.. she would be sad : (
xbloodyxstitches: ...yea i agree. im going to tone it down majorly
Zaber Unlimited: that is preferable
xbloodyxstitches: mmhm
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xbloodyxstitches: hello
Zaber Unlimited: hi :-)
xbloodyxstitches: how are yoooou!????
Zaber Unlimited: jolly x)
Zaber Unlimited: you?
xbloodyxstitches: amazing...
xbloodyxstitches: do you like POKEMON???
xbloodyxstitches: <<pokemon master
Zaber Unlimited: no >.>
xbloodyxstitches: WHYYY
Zaber Unlimited: it's annoying to meh x)
xbloodyxstitches: FINE...
Zaber Unlimited: x_x
Zaber Unlimited: sorry :-\
xbloodyxstitches: http://www.xanga.com/xSceneDamage
xbloodyxstitches: watch it anyway
xbloodyxstitches: do what her most recent entry says
xbloodyxstitches: LOL!!
xbloodyxstitches: no its fine!
Zaber Unlimited: okay
Zaber Unlimited: do you have a dark starlings profile?
xbloodyxstitches: no..why?
Zaber Unlimited: just wondering x)
Zaber Unlimited: nevermind then
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