Me: Glad your head's feeling better =). Sorry I'm taking a bit to respond, was spotting at the rock wall. Keeps my hands full heh 8:27 PM
Chloe Kreeger: If you ever try to hurt or rape me i will not refrain from defending myself.....Even if it means Injuring or Destroying your "Manhood." :D ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 8:32 PM
Chloe Kreeger: OMJ....ON JANUARY 13TH BEAUTY AND THE BEAST COMES BACK TO THEATRES IN 3D. ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 9:12 PM
Me: (1 of 2) I... I'm sorry? I never doubted you would, but I DEFINITELY never had such thoughts >:\. Just felt the random need to let me know?? Please, don't even 10:01 PM
Me: (2 of 2) put those images in my head, Chloe. =( 10:01 PM
Me: And nice to know you trust me. 10:02 PM
Chloe Kreeger: I never thought you would do such a thing. -_- I was having a paranoid moment. Rebekah sent me a e-mail with a bunch of scary women stories. 10:04 PM
Me: (1 of 2) I feel sunken like a failure, and I feel offended. Did I do something to provoke that?!? Hell, getting into a car crash on the way home doesn't sound 10:10 PM
Me: (2 of 2) half bad D: 10:11 PM
Me: Sorry... 10:11 PM
Chloe Kreeger: D: ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 10:12 PM
Me: Anyway, happy for you that your favorite movie comes out in 3D soon. That's exciting. 10:12 PM
Chloe Kreeger: ......D: ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 10:13 PM
Me: In the future, before you tell me something like that... Please, PLEASE give me the context first, instead of after I've already gotten the wrong message. =\ 10:13 PM
Chloe Kreeger: ........Okay. Im sorry. ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 10:15 PM
Me: And I'm sorry for taking it so seriously. Iii'm just an idiot. 10:16 PM
Chloe Kreeger: No, i should have told you i wasnt being completely serious......my fault. ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 10:17 PM
Me: I'm horrible at keeping a sense of humor, huh? Geh... This is why I fail at life lol. 10:17 PM
Chloe Kreeger: Its okay Brandon... ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 10:18 PM
Me: (1 of 2) I forgive you~ =) Man, I know how you meant it now, but I was truly scared, and the aftertaste of that hurts heh >_<;; I really should be more careful 10:26 PM
Me: (2 of 2) to take things like that to heart before I've asked you what you mean. =X 10:26 PM
Chloe Kreeger: .....You said to put an emoticon on the end, i guess it didnt work. ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 10:28 PM
Chloe Kreeger: Are you okay....? ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 10:57 PM
Me: (1 of 2) I'm sorry haha, that was a kinda different scenario... Something I take more seriously I guess =X. I'm sorry if it seems like I just keep asking more 11:05 PM
Me: (2 of 2) and more of you! But yeah I'm okay! I just got home, and my grandparents are here! =D have been talking to them~~ =) =) 11:05 PM
Me: But seriously, it's okay now ^^ no worries, I'm over that~ 11:07 PM
Chloe Kreeger: But i honest to goodness feel horrible and nasty about it, i upset you. ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 11:09 PM
Me: Ohhhh Chloe, Chloe... =) Please don't fret. I thank you for being such a deeply caring, compassionate friend. You are something special to me, very much so. =) 11:13 PM
Me: You know that I'm really okay, right? I promise! ;) 11:16 PM
Me: And I hope you know, too, that I truly do forgive you. Really. 11:18 PM
Chloe Kreeger: But i feel like i've been making too many mistakes. ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 11:23 PM
Chloe Kreeger: Im really not being helpful. ^^; your familys here! Go be with them. :) ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 11:27 PM
Me: (1 of 2) There's no such thing =P. You've just been learning about the things I'm more sensitive about, and I'm being more open about what does or does not 11:33 PM
Me: (2 of 2) bother me, and I hope that's okay. If you're bothered too much by it, I'm okay with holding off a bit =). 11:33 PM
Me: And, most of my family is asleep now hehe 11:33 PM
Chloe Kreeger: .....Well im fine with learning about that, It comes with every relationship.....Its just really Scary when you get upset......... ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 11:35 PM
Me: Scary when I get upset? =X Do I take it too personally? I guess the comment about getting in a car crash was out of hand xD I wasn't quite serious about that~ 11:46 PM
Me: I don't think I ever really get angry... Just frightened and worried. I hope it doesn't seem like I get angry. But maybe you could tell that better in person 11:48 PM
Me: (1 of 4) Ah also, there's something significant I've noticed. There have been times when you say like "oh crap!" and something in me causes me to not take it 11:55 PM
Me: (2 of 4) too seriously. When my family says that, it's usually over relatively insignificant issues like leaving car keys in the house xDD. But with you, I've 11:55 PM
Me: (3 of 4) noticed that often means something a LOT more serious and worrisome. I guess, when my family tries to denote that kind of significance, they add "false 11:55 PM
Me: (4 of 4) anger" into the mix. But your reactions are so relatively pure and devoid of anger that I'm thrown off since I'm not quite used to it yet haha~ 11:55 PM
Me: (1 of 2) I think your way of reacting is more like how it should be, though. That "fake" anger is pointless and unnecessary, especially because it can spread 11:59 PM
Me: (2 of 2) and become real anger in others because they can't tell the difference. 11:59 PM
Me: O ya su miii~~~ 12:14 AM
Me: *YouTube ad comes up* "There's a Godiva for everyone on your list!" Me: Nope! Chloe doesn't like chocolate, sorry. XD 12:31 AM
Me: So I've been thinking about it, trying to figure out what got that ridiculous reaction out of me earlier. I guess it was this, and I hope you understand: 12:55 AM
Me: (1 of 4) You are a dear friend, and I'm dead serious about that. You sent me a message which talks about YOU being hurt or raped. YOU, my dear friend to whom I 1:00 AM
Me: (2 of 4) would NEVER want nor - had I the option - let either of those things happen. So I immediately have this frightening, worrying picture of you being hurt 1:00 AM
Me: (3 of 4) in my mind. And then, in the message, it me that is responsible for what's happening to you. I could NEVER forgive myself for doing something so 1:00 AM
Me: (4 of 4) horrible to you =(. The combination of the two put me into a dreadful desperation. I would never do that. I would never. X___X; 1:00 AM
Me: I guess my imagination's really vivid and quick to act tonight, huh? Heh =X. 1:02 AM
Chloe Kreeger: ......XD Darn it, i got the messages all out of order. ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 6:10 AM
Chloe Kreeger: I think the things that scared were:.....You said:"Hell," and the car crash thing. :X And its frightening and hurtful to me when someone i look up to so much 6:21 AM
Chloe Kreeger: Says or does something like that...Maybe im being unfair, but i let most of my friends swear around me; but i guess i dont like it when you do because i look up 6:24 AM
Chloe Kreeger: To you. XI Un-needed pressure,huh? ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 6:24 AM
Chloe Kreeger: I know you wouldnt, I really do. I trust you almost completely to be honest. (Yay! More friendship points!) And thats something i find hard to do with most..... 6:38 AM
Chloe Kreeger: Lol,you are going to wake up and look like this--->@-@; Because i keep changing from serious to happy. XD ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 6:39 AM
Chloe Kreeger: Godiva? XD Yeah..........They're lieing to you. I think that brand also puts nuts on their chocolate........even worse. XP ^^ ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 6:41 AM
Chloe Kreeger: I want pepper spray........wonder what Santa would do if i asked for it. XD XD XD; ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 6:43 AM
Me: (1 of 2) Thanks for reading and replying to it all =) I know I sent a ton haha. I was all like "Ahhhhh must stop sending her textssss >.<;" cuz I'd sent so many 8:41 AM
Me: (2 of 2) and still had more things to say e_e. And thank you for explaining. I know the car crash thing was out of line. I'll be more careful about that =) 8:42 AM
Me: (1 of 2) Also, when I do stuff like that, feel free to (eventually) tell me off and tell me how it is. You totaly have the right to, and sooometimes I just need 8:43 AM
Me: (2 of 2) a good slap in the face I guess x33; 8:43 AM
Me: Have more faith in your own judgment. If something I do falls outside your comfort zone like that, don't just take it ^^; stand up for your morals! =) 8:49 AM
Chloe Kreeger: Brandon! *slaps*Dont you ever scare me again like that! D: You scared the crap out of me. And watch your language, i am still considerd a child! Seriously, 8:51 AM
Chloe Kreeger: Dont threaten to hurt yourself or say something unless you honest to goodness mean it! Im sensative(I'll admit it....-_-) ecspecially at night when i have not 8:53 AM
Chloe Kreeger: Much to do! And im usually the last person up so its not like i can easily distract myself from my thoughts! (And i know i had a part in this too, i already 8:55 AM
Chloe Kreeger: Beat upself up for it mentally.) And when you use your imagination always trie to bring your senses and reasoning and brain into it, your imagination 8:58 AM
Chloe Kreeger: Likes to worry and frighten you it seems.......XI.......*sigh*..........*Hands Band-Aid*......Are you okay? >_>;; ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 9:00 AM
Me: (1 of 2) THAT'S what I'm talking about >:D although taking advantage of your age like that is a bit cleverly-evil ^^; ~~ These are the just things I need to 9:00 AM
Me: (2 of 2) hear sometimes~ *answering properly now..* 9:00 AM
Chloe Kreeger: No worrys! :D I had already planned on yelling at you. ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 9:02 AM
Chloe Kreeger: Haha, it IS evil. >:D ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 9:02 AM
Me: (1 of 2) Okay, no more sarcastic remarks about self-harm, got it! And yeah, I realize now that it having been night made the circumstances for that all just 9:03 AM
Me: (2 of 2) that much worse. x_x I'm sorry for that~ 9:03 AM
Chloe Kreeger: Its Fine.......Im just happy its over. -_- ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 9:05 AM
Me: (1 of 2) And yeah, I usually try to bring my logic in to supervise my imagination, but I guess that one hit me like a wave =X. ... =D Thanks for band-aid; yes 9:06 AM
Me: (2 of 2) I'm fine, I deserved it ^^; *applies to his cheek* 9:06 AM
Me: Me tooooo~ 3: 9:06 AM
Me: So, goodmorning :3! 9:09 AM
Chloe Kreeger: Stupid Brandon Logic, where were you?! Logic:"I was.....ummm....uhh...at Taco Bell! D: " GoodMorning. ^^ ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 9:10 AM
Me: OMJ IT PROBABLY WAS AT TACO BELL!! XDD That's where I grabbed dinner from after I got home from the coffee shop hehe =P 9:11 AM
Me: I wonder if I'm more dramatic if I haven't eaten in awhile o,,o; 9:12 AM
Chloe Kreeger: Make sure you have everything when you leave~~:D You probably are,I know I am. X3 so,how did the timeline of last night look to you? Did you have road rage? ^^; 9:15 AM
Me: (1 of 3) No haha, I do well to not be like my dad and not let my emotions affect my driving beyond accelerating a little faster off stop lights ^^. But 9:26 AM
Me: (2 of 3) admittedly, I was so bothered by the whole thing that I made myself pull over in a parking lot half way home so I could say what I had to say and chill 9:26 AM
Me: (3 of 3) out a little. I was frustrated with myself e_e; 9:26 AM
Me: You're so awesome for sticking with me through that. So many of my past friends, I think, would've given up before everything was resolved. Really, thanks =D 9:31 AM
Chloe Kreeger: Good......*sigh of relief*.....At least you know when you need a moment.(sorry.....)Was that when you made the car crash comment? ^^;Oh!And goodmorning branfam! 9:31 AM
Me: None of my family hears me when I speak half the time ;A; you're also awesome for that hahaha~ 9:33 AM
Me: Yeah, that's when I made the car crash comment e_e I wasn't driving haha. Hmmm >.> *debates whether or not he should tell them* <<; 9:35 AM
Chloe Kreeger: *mumble*.....Well thats because i care about you....*mumble* Tell them about our argument? Or just the fact you pulled into a parking lot to calm down? If you 9:37 AM
Chloe Kreeger: Do decide to tell them that we argued, i'd prefer you not tell them what about. Make them listen! :D ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 9:38 AM
Me: Errr no, whether I should tell them you said good morning to them XDD; 9:40 AM
Chloe Kreeger: Haha, That might Provoke unwanted questions. XD Its up to you. ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 9:44 AM
Me: Not that there's anything wrong with that, but they'd be all like "who's that??" ... And at the worst... Yeah, I think you understand =P 9:44 AM
Chloe Kreeger: I dont care either way, haha. Its fine if you dont tell them. X) ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 9:46 AM
Me: Hmmm, could it be quite the opposite? x33 9:50 AM
Chloe Kreeger: Yes it is Brandon, for my whole life i've wanted people who i've never met, know i existed. XD No, really, I dont Mind. ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 9:53 AM
Me: Haha alright =). Omj! I almost cried at one point last night~ 9:56 AM
Me: (irrelevant to our discussions ;) ) 9:56 AM
Chloe Kreeger: Haha,what happened? Another sad video game? ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 10:02 AM
Me: (1 of 3) There were a bunch of little kids at the climbing wall last night. A family was moving to I think California and having a going-away party =). They had 10:02 AM
Me: (2 of 3) this kid that was probably around 7 or 8, and all his friends kept saying goodbye to him but you could tell his head was kinda up in the clouds. He 10:02 AM
Me: (3 of 3) wasn't really saying goodbye back xP 10:02 AM
Me: (1 of 2) I felt I could relate though, because we left Colorado and all the friends I had there when I was about 7. But I never got to have a going-away party, 10:07 AM
Me: (2 of 2) we just kinda left and I never got to talk to my friends from there again (including my ex-best, whose name was Nicholas Yanez xDD) 10:07 AM
Me: (1 of 2) So I was kinda sympathetic for him, but also frustrated that he seemed to be ignoring his friends on the last day he'd see them in a long time. There 10:10 AM
Me: (2 of 2) was even this little girl who was like uberflirting, saying "I bet you can do it, you can make it to the top!" but he didn't seem to care x\ 10:10 AM
Chloe Kreeger: He's only 7 though, so be probably doesnt fully understand. :) And if i remember correctly, Girls had cooties then. XD ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 10:17 AM
Me: Haha quite possibly xPP. Oh well. ANYway, that doesn't have too much to do with why I almost cried xP 10:22 AM
Chloe Kreeger: .....elaborate? I thought you almost cried because you sympathized with him. ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 10:24 AM
Me: No hahaha that wasn't that big of a deal to me xD I got sidetracked sorry hahaha 10:31 AM
Chloe Kreeger: XD So what made you almost cry? ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 10:33 AM
Me: (1 of 2) Anyway, so I was belaying (spotting) for this kid whose dad was watching him climb. On the way down the wall as I let him down on the rope, he 10:43 AM
Me: (2 of 2) accidentally got spun around and bumped the back of his head on the wall near the very bottom... 10:43 AM
Chloe Kreeger: Did he die? ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 10:46 AM
Me: (1 of 3) He was apparently pretty startled by that, and when he was standing on the ground again he was kinda quiet at first and facing his dad and his dad 10:49 AM
Chloe Kreeger: Are you upset because you feel like its your fault? ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 10:49 AM
Me: (2 of 3) starts rubbing the back of his head and looking the kid in the eyes and smiling and goes "aww, are you okay buddy?" and his kid started really crying, 10:49 AM
Me: (3 of 3) so he kept lovingly rubbing his son's head and put his forehead to his son's to console him hahaha... He was being such a good dad ;A; 10:49 AM
Me: I'm not sure why that makes me cry, but I almost started crying again just now haha, my nose is all runny Dx 10:50 AM
Me: Omj me pull it together XDD I'm in a grocery store gosh XD 10:51 AM
Chloe Kreeger: Maybe you wish you had that kind of relationship with your dad? What store?! :D ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 10:54 AM
Me: (1 of 2) Hen House lol. And no the kid didn't die. Nah, I've thought about it and I'm perfectly okay with me and my dad's relationship haha... I guess it just 11:00 AM
Me: (2 of 2) seems like not many dads are that loving to me. But yeah, I like had to turn my head and look away to blink the tears away and keep from crying e_e; 11:00 AM
Me: Not the most manly thing, but whatever haha. 11:01 AM
Me: Maybe I see it as a perfect example of God's love for us ^^ sometimes I suppose I need reminding of just how caring he is~ 11:03 AM
Chloe Kreeger: Lol, if there's any shoujo addicted girls they'll think: "Oh, he's soooooo sensative." XD I've never been in Hen house.....whats it like? :o who're you with? 11:07 AM
Me: (1 of 3) There was also this clip they played in church one time. It was a home movie from Dave Porter, and in it Dave's holding - OMJ *slaps blushing face* - 11:12 AM
Me: (2 of 3) holding the camera and he does a close-up of his son's face, puts his hand on his son's shoulder and goes "You know what, Gabe? *Brandon forces a fake 11:12 AM
Me: (3 of 3) laughing attack to fight tears* Daddy loves you~~" all affectionately. As you can see, that got the same kind of reaction out of me DX 11:12 AM
Me: It's uh... A grocery store. It's a grocery store, Chloe. XD I'm with my mom, her sister, her mom, and Ron (the photographer family friend from Ohio) 11:13 AM
Me: Durp. xP 11:17 AM
Me: Fuzzy doggg =w= 11:20 AM
Me: What are you up to? =O 11:22 AM
Chloe Kreeger: Im a little busy right now, can we talk later? ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 11:24 AM
Me: Okay, sorry about that ^^; 11:25 AM
Chloe Kreeger: Its fine, its just hard to have a good conversation and entertain 2 8-9 year olds. X3 ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 11:31 AM
Me: =O randomkidsss 11:37 AM
Chloe Kreeger: Carissa and micheal. :) ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 11:47 AM
Me: Ah hehe, fun x3 11:52 AM
Chloe Kreeger: Yes. ^^ ~"Vanilla Twilight"~ 11:57 AM