French Toast Whisper Log--------------- Session started Sunday 15/6/2003 21:55 Julia Senate: Hey [ hey :) ] Julia Senate: Did you make some changes in the dream? [ a bit ] Julia Senate: Well anyways, how are ya? [ good :) ] Session started Sunday 15/6/2003 23:38 Julia Senate: How about you leave her alone... [ i am. ] [ i have ] [ ive tried ] [ and i will ] Session started Sunday 15/6/2003 23:54 [ and so ive been up, i could close my eyes but my brain kept hinking about syn ] [ it wouldnt let me quit and just fall asleep ] [ and then i tell her about that and she says shes not worth staying up worried for! ] [ i mean wouldnt that make you mad? ] Julia Senate: Well everything that she has said that you have done, makes me way more pissed at you...Sorry [ syn seems to literally disrespects herself as someone anyone would like ] [ /julia oh god what did i do!! this is all alis fault in the first place! ] [ /julia ok, so ali told her that he wanted to marry her ] [ grr i gotta stop doin that ] [ and so i offered to help her decide ] [ for starter choices i told her that she could either say yes, no, or ask for more time.... ] [ and then she said that she shares lust with one and tenderness with the other... ] [ from that point out i dont really remember. youll have to ask her about the afterwards of there but all i can remember is trying to tell her that i cared and then she thought she wasnt allowed to show her true feelings around me, and.... ] Julia Senate: Okay she did like you, but every time you got close to her you either ran off or turned it all into a big joke...And don't try to say you didn Julia Senate: didn't* [ i dont know... ask her... i just really kinda poured my heart out but she kept denying the fact that i cared for her and i kept sayin stuff but she kept refusing to believe that i cared for her and stuff ] [ TURNED IT ALL INTO A BIG JOKE??? ] [ THATS PURE SHIT ] [ err.... ] [ o.O; ] Julia Senate: I knew you would say that [ but seriously! ] [ i never joked... ] [ okay maybe i need to tell you one thing, that she herself may have forgotten ] [ I AM VERY FUCKING SHY ] [ ahem..... emotionally ] [ god im so sorry ] [ im talking like an ahole ] [ so anyway... yes, i am very shy emotionally ] [ i thought the running off thing was corected when i told her about that... ] [ she said herself ] [ but i guess she was lying. ] Julia Senate: So you would only want her for a friend, not for a mate or something more then a friend? [ no. ] Julia Senate: Okay get your ass over here to the courtyard and talk to her again okay? [ believe it or not... i find it hard to respond to her when she starts kssing me and all that... i am just a re so yo.... she cant hate me for all she wants or likes me.... im just too confused now. ] [ *cant ] [ **can ugh ] Julia Senate: Okay get your ass over here to the courtyard and talk to her again okay? Julia Senate: And tell her what you told me [ which was? ] Julia Senate: All the good things about her... Just don't go to far Julia Senate: Don't tell me you forgot [ ugh... yeah i did ] [ i thought u were gonna tell her so i just used em as one-time things ] Julia Senate: Just tell her that you were very shy when she started to kiss you or something like that, but that you would get together with her...Something like that [ Synfully Seductive narrows her dark eyes, a sneer twisting her pretty face "Because I long to be loved SAber, and it seems nobody can love someone as pathetic as I. ] [ and there you have it, she puts herself down and thinks of herself as a lowlife, whiches is what makes me so sad. ] Julia Senate: Tell her nicely not to say that about herself, and tell her that you love her with all of your heart. [ I asked at least three times for her to just be my friend, and if we wanted to go beyond that wed have to work slowly ] [ but she refuses ] [ do you honestly think she would believe me if i said that now? ] Julia Senate: I don't know try it [ because i really doubt it. ] Julia Senate: You're to late now [ and she probably just left ] [ yup see ] [ i dont understand why she thinks of herself so lowly.... ] [ whyd ali leave? ] Julia Senate: I don't know [ alright ] Session started Monday 16/6/2003 2:14 Julia Senate: I think I better start to get going to bed...I'm very tired...Can you joke around with CSM for me telling him that I'll be back tomorrow to maybe to the same thing? [ heheh ] [ he said he got d/ced ] [ ok sure :) ] Session started Tuesday 17/6/2003 1:29 Julia Senate: HEy [ hiya L( ] [ err :) ] [ dang im so glad ur on ] Julia Senate: Bored? [ i was so friggin bored ] [ yez ] Julia Senate: I don't see CSM up anywhere. [ syns the oly one thats been on all day, and she doesnt want me to to her lol ] [ hes spending the night at someones hows ] Julia Senate: Where are you? [ err ] [ ill come ] Julia Senate: If you find one you like, summon me. [ alright ] Julia Senate: Any good dreams? [ no >.< ] Julia Senate: I found a dream I kinda like. [ alright ] Julia Senate: Still looking around? [ yep ] [ nope ] [ god i am so boredddd ] Julia Senate: I'm at the garden, if you saw it. [ i just wanna find a group of ppl ] [ and chat ] Julia Senate: You can go ahead and look, but I'm gonna stay here. [ or something... ] Julia Senate: I'm by a dragon if you want to come and talk to me. Julia Senate: Did you see me? [ no... ] Julia Senate: I saw you <> The user wishes to join you. Type `summon to accept, or `decline to decline. <> The user wishes to join you. Type `summon to accept, or `decline to decline. Julia Senate: I don't belong near you...I shouldn't be around you like that...I shouldn't have done that [ look dont worry about it now! ] [ it was a small thing, seriously dont make a big deal out of it ] Julia Senate: You didn't like me close to you, do you? [ its fine if your close... ] Julia Senate: Then why did you ask if I could sleep further away from you? [ i... dont know ] [ look dont owrry about it alright? im really gonna go to bed. dont feel bad about it k? ] Julia Senate: I really have to go to bed also, and I won't...You better not feel bad either, okay? Julia Senate: I know why you asked if I could sleep further away. Julia Senate: Julia Senate giggles, "It's because you're shy.:o):o):o)....Well I'll talk to ya later. [ i wont feel bad.. ] [ heheh your right i guess :) ] Julia Senate: Well night, Saber [ see ya, you too :) ] <> The user has logged off. Session started Wednesday 18/6/2003 0:47 Julia Senate: Hey [ hey :) ] Julia Senate: CSM not up still? [ nope ] [ he went to bed early tonight ] Julia Senate: Oh Julia Senate: Once again I am bored. [ heheh ] [ im at feral haven if you want to come ] Julia Senate: Was Syn on earlier? [ yeah ] Julia Senate: I've gotta get off now, I'll probably see you tomorrow. [ aww :( ] Julia Senate: Talk to ya later [ :~( ] <> The user has logged off. Session started Friday 20/6/2003 0:13 Julia Senate: Hey [ hi :) ] Julia Senate: Bored? [ nope im hangin with my clan :) ] Julia Senate: What clan? [ bright eyes ] Julia Senate: I have to get going, I'll talk to ya later. [ bye :( ] Session started Friday 20/6/2003 21:25 [ hey your on early tonight ] Julia Senate: Yep [ Saber Mage) ] [ err ] [ :) ] Julia Senate: Is CSM going to be uploaded? [ err... ] Julia Senate: No? [ ill upload it ] Session started Friday 20/6/2003 21:31 Julia Senate: How did you upload it with the name Club Saber Mage? [ if CSM isnt on i have his INI ] [ for his name ] Julia Senate: So you got on as CSM for a second? [ yup ] Julia Senate: I guess I didn't see him [ huh? ] Session started Monday 23/6/2003 23:25 Julia Senate: Hey [ awwww ] [ im sorry :o( but i gotta go ] Julia Senate: Huh? Julia Senate: Okay, See ya Session started Tuesday 12/8/2003 23:49 Julia Senate: Hey <> The user has logged on. Julia Senate: Not there? Julia Senate: God, I'm bored <> The user has logged off. Session started Friday 12/9/2003 22:51 Julia Senate: Hey [ hey julia person! ] [ long time no see ^^ ] Julia Senate: Julia smiles "Actually you're only talking to me, but hopfully I'll be able to see you this time around [ yep ^^ ] <> The user has logged off. <> The user has logged on. Session started Friday 12/9/2003 23:51 Julia Senate: Where'd you go off to? [ i dunno o.o ] Julia Senate: You were summoned? [ yeah ] Julia Senate: Julia begins to fall asleep Session started Saturday 13/9/2003 0:16 Julia Senate: I'm headin to bed...Night night [ gnight ] [ sleep well ] Julia Senate: I'll try [ ok =\ ] <> The user has logged off. Session started Saturday 13/9/2003 22:11 Julia Senate: Hey [ hey ] Julia Senate: What ya up to? [ i was just about to upload my dream ] Julia Senate: Cool Session started Saturday 13/9/2003 22:35 Julia Senate: Julia is alone and is bored [ =\ ] Session started Saturday 13/9/2003 22:36 Julia Senate: Julia doesn't mean that in a bad way Session started Saturday 13/9/2003 22:36 [ im sittin out here in furn talkin to sny and one of my friends, you can sit with us if ya want =) ] Session started Saturday 13/9/2003 23:34 Julia Senate: You have someone looking for you...Her name is niikkita [ yep i know ] Session started Saturday 13/9/2003 23:34 Julia Senate: Oh I see now Session started Thursday 25/9/2003 21:52 Julia Senate: Hey Session started Thursday 25/9/2003 21:56 Julia Senate: Hello? [ hey o.o ] Julia Senate: What you up to? [ im kinda afkish ] Julia Senate: Sorry [ sok x) ] [ howve you been? ] Julia Senate: .... Julia Senate: Dead and back Julia Senate: I gotta go, I'll talk to you later Julia Senate: Night <> The user has logged off. Session started Wednesday 15/10/2003 22:36 Julia Senate: How've you been? [ good, you? ] Julia Senate: I've Been alright [ thats... alright i guess o.o; ] Julia Senate: Julia shrugs [ =\ ] Julia Senate: Julia begins to drift away until she is fully asleep laying her head on the bartop Julia Senate: Julia wakes up with all the emiting going on, "I think omagashadow likes to come in then leave." [ yeah o.o ] Julia Senate: How come you sit at the enterence to the dream all the time? [ i dunno o.o ] [ so people know someones here? ] Session started Thursday 16/10/2003 23:11 Julia Senate: Sorry I didn't get back on last night, it wouldn't let me [ sok o.o ] Session started Thursday 16/10/2003 23:16 Julia Senate: So, do you have the dream up? [ nope =\ ] Session started Thursday 16/10/2003 23:50 Julia Senate: Well I gotta go, I'll talk to you later [ byeee =\ ] <> The user has logged off. Session started Thursday 6/11/2003 21:07 Julia Senate: Hey [ hey ^^ ] [ acckk i dont hate you >< ] [ srry i was aff =\\ ] Julia Senate: You like to go AFK don't you? [ x.x sorryy =\ ] Julia Senate: Well I haven't seen you for a long time. [ i know =\ ] Session started Thursday 6/11/2003 21:20 Julia Senate: So how are ya? [ good :o) ]