French Toast Whisper Log--------------- Session started Monday 17/11/2003 21:47 Aryan: hey saber, its me, mya babe! could i have a room next to dark vanessa's? Session started Tuesday 18/11/2003 20:10 Aryan: where did you all go? [ uhh... ] [ 2nd floor? ] Session started Tuesday 18/11/2003 20:11 Aryan: cant find any stairs Session started Tuesday 18/11/2003 20:13 Aryan: gosh, im stuck! Session started Tuesday 25/11/2003 22:33 Aryan: hey, thanks again for making me a room! It turned out awesome!!! [ o.o... ] Aryan: is darkvanessa on? [ yep ^^ shes in her room i think ] Aryan: o I thought that was you in there [ but my furcs frozen so im not sure oo; ] Aryan: OK. Aryan: How do i get a pet? [ o.o... ] Aryan: I kno dark has a cat and Zander has snakes. [ zander has a snake cuz he found one and its in the original patch... ] Aryan: Oh, how do i get a patch? [ and dv and me have one because she got me a kitty and a felt like making a patch for it x.o; ] Aryan: How do i make a patch? [ eh... well it only works in your own dream, even if i told you how =\ ] Aryan: But this isnt dv's dream. [ yes i know o.o ] Aryan: So how did she get a cat? [ cuz.... i was gonna make a cat for me so i figured i may as well make her cat as well ] Aryan: Oh. Aryan: Well i took hers and put it in my room. Hee. [ lol shes gonna be upset :P she goes crazy when she cant find orlanda ] Aryan: Well me and her arnt getting along so yeah... [ x.x ] Aryan: I'll put it back... [ you dont have to if you dont want to o.o ] Aryan: Well i might play with it for awhile. [ okies ^^ ] Aryan: If you ever make another one, could you make me one? [ sure ^^ ] Aryan: Awesome Aryan: so how are you? [ good, you? ] Aryan: Cant complain. [ coolness ] Aryan: So what is dark saying about me? [ i have no idea furc is frozen ] Aryan: Oh. Session started Wednesday 26/11/2003 9:56 Aryan: hello! Aryan: Is Saber mage up? Session started Friday 28/11/2003 5:13 Aryan: you there? [ yeah... ] Aryan: what r u doin? how come u left? [ nothin.... i dunno... ] Aryan: o0o Aryan: were waitin for ua Aryan: ya* [ why... ] Aryan: just lonely withoutcha we guess Session started Friday 28/11/2003 5:26 Aryan: Saber, whats wrong? Please tell me... Are you ok? [ god... i feel terrible... i just want it all to end, no more pain or stress... why wont it go away ] Aryan: Why wont what go away/ Aryan: ?* I can help you. [ the feelings ] Aryan: For what? [ the feelings of helplessness, lonliness, hate that i cant let out, im not supposed to be this way and i dont know what to do, why wont it stop ] Aryan: Well, dont worry, I feel like that alot. both ic and ooc. [ it doesnt matter who im with or around or talking to, i always feel this way, and after breaking down like this i get a little more out and i can hold a little more in, but it eventually always comes to this ] Aryan: Well, if you ever want to let something out, you can just come to me. I am always here. Aryan: And i have something to tell you......... [ and theres nothing i can do... nothing i know to do, and thisll probably go on until i kill myself... ] Aryan: hold up! [r u talkin ic or ooc?] [ ...both ] Aryan: OMG saber, are you reely ok? i thougth maybe it was just ic this whoel time, but i'm scared fro you, i reely like you... kind of more then just as a friend [on furc] and i cant have you like this. You need to get better and i'm goin to help you. [ i dont.... noone ever helps... no ever has helped, theyve tried but it... i... ] Aryan: I will help you Aryan: Youve helped me and i will help you [ how... noone's ever.... ] Aryan: i will. I like you alot and i will help you Aryan: you and me are alot alike. ooc i think of ways to kill myself,. i hope you havent gotten to that extent, but yea, and it scares me half to death, n now im really upset because your not happy with your life... and i reely like you and yea... Session started Friday 28/11/2003 23:30 Aryan: hello Session started Wednesday 21/7/2004 23:26 Aryan: SABER? [ ARY? ] Aryan: OH MY GAWD ITS YOU! [ wait what o.o ] Aryan: YOUR BACK ON! ON FURC! [ name sounds familiar..... omg x.x ] [ i'm super srry i dun remember you ;-; ] Aryan: i used to work for you :o) [ well, completely ] [ YEAH yeah o.o ] Aryan: How ya doing!? [ grood o-o; ] [ ayyeeee i wish i could remember >< ] [ Saber Mage curses his memory ] Aryan: well i'll go into your dream... Im so glad your back! [ ^^ ] [ man... did i meet you like a year ago? ] Aryan: Yep Aryan: Your dream was meh first job hehe [ cuz my club was a long time ago o-o ] [ woah cool ^^ ] [ i mean, you weren't even on my buddy list o.o so i must've met you before i got furnarchy lol ] <> The user has logged on. Aryan: yeah, I met you before I gots mine too :o) Aryan: I jsut seen your dream up [ otherwise i would've whispered you by now xD ] Aryan: hehe [ coolies ^^ just so you know it's not my club tho, i still have my club but this is mah mansion o.o ] Aryan: okies [ lol, i bet you still get share at my club, maybe even here, i never erase anyone's name ^^ ] Aryan: lol, i dont remember anything of the mansion... I think i might know wher emeh room was :o) [ you mean you've been to my mansion? o.o ] Aryan: Yesh [ wow... i have such a bad memory >< ] Aryan: Me and dark Vanessa had rooms... i think? [ OOO ] [ were you her friend? ] Aryan: Yep [ oh yeahhh! ] Aryan: Ish it alright if I bring my friend here? He's new to furc and im showing him around [ omg yeah i remember you o-o; yeah i think your room is like across from hers on the second floor ] [ sure ^^ ] Aryan: Okies Aryan: I FOUND MEH ROOM! [ coolies ^^ ] [ join me when you're ready to see meh ] [ we're at the fake vinca ] Aryan: okies, if i can find it Aryan: is it up stairs or downstairs? [ err ] [ lol ya just need to join meh xD ] Aryan: Or not in the dream at all? Aryan: lol Aryan: okies [ its in the dream but hard to find ] Aryan: Okies, im looking <> The user wishes to join you. Type `summon to accept, or `decline to decline. <> The user has logged off.